we’re together round a small screen like I remember when you were young round the hearth but there’s no flame and the doctor is pointing with a red pen at a cavity between your lungs talking about lymphocytes which have formed like a new territory a whereabouts we’re heading towards and this breath this every-day in and out is sucked with a gasp the force of a fist inside my chest and I am aghast how my breath I hardly notice now breathes