We were in the reed beds waiting for starlings when the phone rang and her voice was blown by the blue air into my ear, speaking about the past which wouldn’t leave her, a kind of punishment, she was saying, to be unknown or alone, the wind made it hard to hear.
I was still listening at four-thirty when the air chilled, fell inert as birds appeared on the same wavelength as dusk, accumulating in swathes, each one dependent on the nearest.
If she could see what starlings make of themselves, bound by their own instinct.